I hate it when people just let things happen to them.
If you don’t like an aspect of your life, change it, don’t sit around complaining.
If you want something really fucking badly, then get off your arse and go and get it because no one else is going to.
this weekend has actually been quite nice.
its probably the lack of revision+beautiful sunshine thats made it so pleasing.
plus the fact I just watched Atlantis again in like 7 years…
My mum would be so proud, I changed my bed in ten minuets today all on my own :)
I always remember complaining to her about how I couldn’t do my bed at all and she’d be like what are you going to do when you move out and I can’t do it for you?!
Don’t really know why this is making me smile :)
Judging by my calendar, I am due to COME ON like now and I’ve been getting really spotty/grumpy lately however nothing is.. happening.. And I am just terrified…
It’s like waiting for death.
I just weighed myself for the first time in like two years.
Baaaad idea Gemima
Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap
I don’t know if this is a cover of Imogen Heap’s song or whether this was the original arrangement…
I CONSTANTLY GET THE WORDS WRONG IM SORRY.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
I’m not gonna do those bullshit ones everyone does cus they can’t think of anything, i.e lose weight, be nicer, drink less bla bla bla.
I think these are things I do regularly that aren’t helping me achieve what I want to be, live a healthy lifestyle or get what I want out of life.
1. Don’t lose faith in myself. I constantly find myself feeling shit after not getting a recall or a part I want or whatever which I know is alllways going to happen so making a resolution out of it seems pointless, however as long as my shitty feelings are only momentary then its alright. I can’t let one persons opinion on me change my view of myself and change my aspirations; which happened a bit last year. So number one, is to keep believing in myself and my own abilities despite what others think. (cheesy I know)
2. Don’t lose sight of the bigger picture. Its so easy when you’re young to get really bogged down with exams and school and feel really depressed about it. I do feel like this sometimes and I think its important to step back and realise that if you fail one exam, its not going to ruin you’re entire life. There are so many more important things than going to university or getting good grade and I would do well to remember them once in a while.
3. Don’t change for anyone else’s approval. Fingers crossed this year holds some sort of romantic encounter for me, and I think I need to remember that if someone doesn’t like me as I am, then fuck ‘em.
4. Don’t wait for things to happen. I think this ones pretty obvious. Don’t sit around wishing or dreaming, get up off you’re arse and do it; you only get out of life what you put in.
reading this back I sound like such a wanker but hey ho..
happy new year guys x
